I do not consider light and kindly personal enemies, but the dark party provides to me independence of many laws which strain... I cost on border between light and darkness and I try to be neutral... I consider myself not clear, lonely, opened... Sometimes I distract from the gloomy meditations, I look back and with surprise I notice, what not all so is awful... I start think that the world cannot to be bad even because it is madly beautiful... I try to see this beauty and to read between