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He could never love me Ever as i love myself So i lust his unrequited Promises and never get Enough Whatever desire he must Have had, he assumed He had for me I fulfill myself and purge Myself free of everything Without him is as Desirous as laying in his Arms In the pain that I must Live in Drown in daily, nightly Eternally... As we suffocate in each Others eyes Our lips touch, our hands Grasp Does he even see the Things i fear As i lie in this broken past He is playing me again Says he loves me then Pushes me away And tells me he never Could... It's nothing that i give Him I've never offered up my Throat He just took it And takes it And gave it... and gives And this mother fucker Even knows when i fake It... I hate it... Tell ourselves again we Will be forever true So i can tell another lie... Ask how much he loves Me So i can feel another Blade Knife me As he tells you Just as sweetly as he Kisses me Then touch me like none Other My sweet brother... He hates me yet he takes Me His diabolical plan Destroy everything on Our way down because We can As i despise His fatal lies I immortalize him within While he soaks me in Liquid sin Exploding inside my Sanctity And as i watch it ooze In my solitude While i cry... I kiss him and whisper... FUCK YOU... DIE ********************* tortured lover black soul twisted heart senses denied, bound and gagged bleed from my heart to be left dried withered and petrified like stone you are kept in my heart, like a locket shaped cell you are left I attach the hooks from my heart to your flesh when you pull they will tare drawing you from my breath tortured lover black soul twisted heart caressing my pains as we play so fucked up and so twisted poor slave I am loving these visions scarred in my head the sounds of your begging The stains of your tears When I kiss you it seems I stole you from death as you fight me with all the strength you have left tortured lover black soul twisted heart you cower alone in the cold naked, broken blood stained you cry Your head in your hands Accepting the darkness The drip of the blood As it hits the pool Sends me dragging you across the scraping cement To push you into the black nothingness... Alone Blackened Beauty Faceless are we who can see through the void Beautiful chosen - Our souls in design To be grown, to be sown, to be open inside Like the wind blows we blow through your mind I looked into the world and it slipped from my grasp Left broken, left hollow, left to the Pass I touched his hand and I touched love To be cleansed, to be healed, to be one as is love I have proven I stand true to my words My convictions are pure and as aged as all time My contortions of wisdom are feeding the plight Of children who will one day grow to fight I looked in the mirror, slipped back to the Pass I saw myself faceless with no power to grasp His hold over me as every thought passed Ate through his shell, I saw the Demon at last This beauty keeps me faceless, shatter the glass Untrue to what I am, you can't see past What you fear is what I am underneath Soiled lace, rotted fruit at your feet From my pedestal he worships me With greed for Lust, Fame and Beauty I remain faceless behind a perfect mask For the day I fly him back to the Pass ********************* Dieing in my eternal grave - Beaten down Infernal slave Robbing immortality - Robbing my morality Where is that one day - When I knew what I was Raping me of decency - Casual discrepancies Blind like a harem slave - Waiting to pull up a knave Where is that one day - When I knew who I was Show me grace Oh Serpentine - Keep me blind from sights not mine Thrash my soul thrash my life - Reap my sorrow with nails like scythe Where is that one day - When I knew where I was Restive sleeping soar then drown - Festive seething bear me down Gashed epitome of my soul - Can no longer yearn for more Where is that one day - When I knew how I was Obsessed intrigue Oh Serpentine - Passion flows for sights not mine Show eyes of mercy tears of grace - Pity me in my broken state Where is that one day - When I chose forever you Wrap walls of love moist with lust - Around my supple barren trust Break apart for I trust you not - Burn my heart with the flames you wrought Give me suicide death like slow - Unleash generations of seared up growth Oh where is that one day - When we first made love