He was so nice I didn't think it could happen with him. Yeah, the boy that I like. Um. He has a girlfriend now.

WHAT THE FUCK

We were hooking up like a few days ago. I gave myself to him. He knew I liked him. He led me on.

So basically all the guys I like I have to assume are assholes. Or maybe its what my therapist said... When I'm in a low place, people can sense it. When I'm in a low place, I attract low people.

When I'm low people know they can take advantage of me.

God I'm about to bawl my eyes out. 

Now I am angry. I am vengeful. I will drown him in guilt. What the fuck. I mean, seriously, a year ago no self-respecting person would talk to him. Now he's mr senior playboy messing around with all the underclassmen. its almost sick in a way.

He's basically slapping me in the face, telling me he's sure i'll find nice guys if i go to parties and he can tell me which ones are nice.