hmmm well today I cleaned my room. It's quite immaculate and is filled with lovely brain cell killing bleach fumes. Lejla is online right now. I want to IM her but I won't. I was depressed earlier but seeing her online has cheered me a bit for some reason I don't know. Ohwell Any way so yeah I was depressed most of the day but I got shit done. House is fairly clean, all the laundry is done, all the sheets are folded, um everything is in its place so everything is A-ok. Well operation me get car is now nixed thanks to mom and haydee. great. um, anything else? no.. i guess i'll update later. I continue to feel bloated tomorrow we shall go on one of out fun 15 mile walks, remind me about that tomorrow. OK so long folks.