so strange that my new left-arm scars (the whole bunch of it!) didn't cover the old one.

I'm not dissapointed, frustrated, not by this. but I expected.. no, I expected nothing.
I just don't like reminder of the old scar.

Mb, I wouldn't like reminder of this one too. sometime. when I'd be strong, and wouldn't wanna remember know that I wasn't.

I don't really want to.
c'est la vie, anyway.

give to me some breath.
I'm absolutelly breathless.


[silence from _that_ side]

Southern wind may be cold. there just may be no Southern wind.
and this is freezing.

south. fragnace. paladin. sand. desert.
death.

be happy, Friend.
be.

I wish you to be patient when neccessary;
to be emotional when you want to;
to be able to do everything you'd plan;
to be loved.

[and permanent theme - creation. photography, art, craft, music, -. anything.]


full-of-wonders time is coming. :)

I'm a bit furious several last days.
and I know, why.

fury and disgust are the only way to make my deal.



so, sorry you, friends.

преподаю словообразование английского языка на основе своих любовных посланий.

перевожу юридические тексты со словарём (очень медленно и иногда коряво).


[делаю пиццу.]

I wished her "to be loved" every holiday.
there is nothing strange that such sincere wish has worked eventually.


[be loved as I love you and more and more and more. and forever.
live happily ever after, sweet. gorgeous. beautiful.]

you can only try to write in English to learn how to write in English well.
a long way to go.
a big favour to get? not sure.
but I hope that it will be a pleasure time.

I'm planning to make my LJ full-English contained.
my local intimate diary should mostly remain Russian-written.
as my feelings are translated in Russian best, you know.)


how reading in English can give me energy if I'm so much tense when trying to understand anything?

it can, somehow.

don't want to be in love.
want it to be in me.

you know what's the difference between dreams and reality?
I repeat "I love you" endlessly in dreams.

the main thing is to stop it when wake up.

I would choke without your touch.

honey....

В колонках играет - Земфира
..to be honest, unnecessary even to write.

The only thing I have is rare your-sharp-chin-on-my-shoulder.

..Not my love/desire/hope/life/pain/god/ or-something/someone else
Just MINE.
but you have not understood it yet. "I guess, it's just the time" - "The time",Б.Гребенщиков.