Heya everyone! I hope yall all are having fun. As for me, I’m so scared! The previous morning I’ve decided not to go to school! Again and again! This kills me, but who cares? although, i'm so nervous! i hope everything'll be o'kay. Will someone give me some advice on what to do? i'd greatly appreciate it XD!
To tell the truth, my weekend wasn't pretty super boring. Did nothing all days pretty much, but it was the happiest days. Timis said it aloud! I'm the happiest person. Julia dejected my spirit. PERENNIALLY!
it fucks me..
But, ok, i'd better go.
It's the time.
В колонках играет - Bring me the horizon

Loneliness.. i'm sitting alone..
i'm reading a book.. to tell the truth, i really don't know its name.
Time, i'm thinking about the time always..
Time'll give us everything.. friendship, patience, love..
We just should wait a bit..
It's a thousand times easier than to pursue all pleasures of life.
It's merely a question of time. Time obliterates sorrow. It passes rapidly.
В колонках играет - Story of the year " We don't care anymore"

I’m wasting my time.. again and again.. Maths.. She never disturbs us (the class I mean), but it’s so-o-o-o-o boring..
The weather is quite fine, but it’s thawing and puddles are everywhere..
And that’s not funny when you have nothing to do in the street.. That’s not funny to come home and clean your Vans every time.
(sinⁿx)’= ???
What? No, no, that’s not for me..
Where are my Fc English lessons!?
My walkman always pulls me through all my boring times. God, save it!
School fucks you!
Don’t worry, me too.

Настроение сейчас - not so bad


В колонках играет - Elvis Presley «Cotton Candy Land»

My days off are over, generally speaking, they finished 4 days ago. Well, okie dokey!
But tomorrow they begin again..
It is early days yet for spring, but tom cats’ve already begun singing..
My friend says, that I have really just fallen in love at last.. =) Very like a whale! =)
To tell the truth, I just don’t know..
He is thousands kilometers away from here..
But it doesn’t matter.. I’ll tarry! I’ll live to see January 24!!!
And my days off begins tomorrow again!!
Take my board, we’re going out in the street!!!

Настроение сейчас - WooHoo!!!


В колонках играет - Roxette "run to you"

What’re the strange creations? Everything has mixed up.. a guy, a friend and a boyfriend..
Always together.. It would be better we simply were just friends.. I feel like having fun with them, I know.. But..
Why was it so desirable for me..??.. I don’t know..
now on 2 fronts?..pity
Hey people, let's become just friends all together!

Настроение сейчас - 50/50

В колонках играет - A Skylit Drive

Happy new year, happy new year!!!
Congratulations!!!!!!!
so fun!! snow is everywhere, but it doesn't matter..
make my scream silent! i just want to test my .......
........'s made me feel like sleep.. boring..

Настроение сейчас - haaaaaaappy!

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Every Jack must have his Jill..
Who is Jill?
And where is Jack?

Oh, what’s the fuck?!?
Sometimes I hate my life.. That school.. I’ve started to think that I could do without it.. Fc teacher.. I hate her.. so dull.. so pity.. Her voice.. Fc
What’s the Fc life?!?!
I want to smoke.. Only 10 minutes to seat here.. I have to waste my time here..
In next 10 minutes I will smoke.. Congratulations! That’s all I want now..
But sitting here listening to her is just stupid and silly.. maybe somewhere..?.. Oh, nevermind.. That sucks..

Настроение сейчас - normal

В колонках играет - nothing.. i'm at the lesson

Hello, my dear diary. You really want to know what I’m doing now. Well.. , I’m sitting in the small hall, where my friends often play guitars and sing. Now they’re playing. The sound is very loud and heavy. In another room someone is playing acoustic guitar.
They all are like a big happy family..!.. I’m enjoying being here. It’s a pretty good thing to do if you have nothing else to waste your time.
They are always playing creating new songs..
Ok, I have to stop my Fc writing and spend some time with my friends.

Настроение сейчас - =) maybe

В колонках играет - smth very strange

I’ve left two lessons. My parent at home, I suppose. I can’t go home.
Now I’m just sitting in the street. I’m waiting.. I should wait for an hour. I don’t know what I should do.. Just one hour..
Tomorrow is my birthday.. I’m 15.. But tomorrow I’ll be 16..
I wish I will be 15 all the time.. It’s the best age to be, I suppose.
What I’m going to do now – I don’t know.. I’m tired of being here.. Just smoking cigarettes and wasting time.
I want time to go faster..
No money, no one calls me.. Just 5 cigarettes in my bag..
It’s cold in here.. I’m freezing..
I should wait 50 minutes here.. What’s the fuck!?!
Smoking.. I want to smoke a bit.. Only 4 cigarettes.. It will be 3 next minute.. 49 minutes..
My house is 2 minutes going by foot from here..
It’s cold.. free-e-e-ezing..
Maybe I’ll have a bad cold.. if I will spend more time here..

Настроение сейчас - Fc

В колонках играет - noting.. just noise

It's just a diary of careless girl with no name living nowhere and doing nothing..