Jizn’ ochen’ stremitel’naya shtuka:v odno mgnoveniye mi mojem stremitel’no upast’ s nebes v samuyu preispodvyu.
Kogda mi vlyublyayemsya ,kajetsya,chto ves’ mir s nami zaodno.A kogda chto-to ne tak nichego ne ostayotsya krome rubcov na sedce I gor’kix vospominaniy .Kogda lyubish –chuvstvuesh chto jivyosh,a bez neyo net nikakogo vdoxnovleniya. I kak eto ponyat’ ,kak????/// Kuda je ischezaet vsya eta krasota –ved’ vsego neskol’ko mgnoveniy nazad ona eshyo bila,ona okrujala nas?!
Chto ? Vixodit chto lyubov’ tak ujasna???!!!I lekarstvo ot neyo xuje chem. sama bolezn’???

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To ,chto mi dumaem o sebe ,okazivaet glubokoye vliyaniye na vsyu nashu jizn’.Lyudi osaznayushie sobstvennuyu znachimost’,rasprostranyayut vokrug sebya oreol udovletvoryonnosti.Oni menee zavisimi ot podderjki I odobreniya okrujayushix,poskol’ku nauchilis’ sami sebya stimulirovat’.Takiye lyudi svoey visokoy samoocenkoy zastavlyayut vrashatsya social’niy mexanizm I im dostayotsya bol’shaya dolya predostavlyayemix obsheatvom blag.
Chelovek s nizkoy samoocenkoy ,naprotiv,viglyadit poteryannim.On kak pravilo bole passiven,vnushaem I menee populyaren.
Tak kak bit’,kak izmenit’ sebya I dobitsya jiznennogo uspexa???
Mojet bit’ chtobi dobitsya polojitel’nix peremen,neobxodimo prejde vsego poverit’ chto eti peremeni vozmojni.

>,chto takoye jizn’??
Odnim iz samix tragicheskix svoystv chelovecheskoy naturi yavlyayetsya sklonnost’ otkladivat’ osushestvleniye svoix chayaniy na budushee.Mi vsyo mechtayem o kokom –to
Volshebnom sade,kotoriy vidneetsya gde-to za gorizontom,vmesto togo chtobi naslajdatsyatem sadom ,kotoriy cvetyot pod nashim oknom segodnya.Lyudi ochen’ stranno provodyat malen’kiy otrezok vremeni ,nazivaemiy nashey jiznyu.Mi vsegda govorim :<>.A zatem proydya vse eti etapi ,mi oglyadivaemsya na proydenniy nami jiznenniy put’ I kak bi xolodniy veter duet nam v lico,I pered nami rasskrivaetsya jestokaya Pravda o tom ,kak mnogo mi upustili v jizni I kak vsyo bezvozvratno ushlo.
Eshyo grecheskiy filosof Geraklit skazal svoim uchenikam ,chto <>.On skazal takje;<,Vi ne mojete voiti dvajdi v odnu I tu je reku,reka menyayetsya kajduyu sekundu,to je samoye proisxodit I s chelovekom,kotoriy voshyol v neyo.Jizn’ predstavlyayet neprerivnuyu peremenu,edinstvennoy opredelyonnostyu yavlyayetsya segodnya>>.
Iz vsego etogo mojno predpolojit’ chto smisel jizni zaklyuchaetsya v samoy jizni,v ritme kajdogo dnya I chasa.A CHTO JE SAMO PO SEBE JIZN”???Kto mne podskajet…

Vospominaniya kotoriye ostavili bol’ v dushe I neizlechimiye rani




Sorry I never told to you
All I wanted to say
Now it’s too late to hold you
Cause you’ve flown away
So far away.

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive.

I never told showed you
Assumed you’d always be there
Took your presense for granted
But always cared
And I miss the love we shared…

Strannoye eto chuvstvo,chuvstvo bespokoystva...Mojet bit’ chtobi odolet’ privichku bespokoitsya,prejde chem. Ona odoleet nas,nujno schitatsya s neizbejnim?!Tak postupil k primeru velikiy Sokrat ,kotoriy ispil chashu yada,prepodnesyonnuyu emu tyuremshikom,on vstretil smert’ s bojestvennim spokoystviem i dostoinstvom.
V odnom iz sbornike angliyskix detskix stixov est’ sleduyushiye stroki
Ot kajdogo neduga v etom mire
Lekarstvo est’ il’ vovsye net spasen’ya.
Ti otiskat’ staraysya to lekarstvo,
A esli net ego ,ne much’ sebya naprasno.
Tak chto bit’ mojet i deystvitel’no nado schitatsya s neizbejnim,prejde chem. Bespokoitsya?????

Posle travmaticheskogo perejivaniya ,kotoroye vneslo v dushevnuyu jizn' takoye ogromnoye uvelicheniye razdrajeniya,chto ego pererabotka ne udayotsya obichnim putyom,nastupil pervichniy poziv,t.e tyaga k vosstanovleniyu prejnego sostoyaniya dushi ::hmm:

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