В колонках играет - Le duel. Romeo et Juliette
Настроение сейчас - depressed

i'm so depressed... nothing helps. i'm just dying from being bored.
as i recently found out, i cannot live without having to do something urgent. i can't live without the necessity to work 24/7. some four of the days lately i have tons of free time. that is awesome! at the beginning of it. but in the next 15 minutes i feel like spitting into the ceiling. this feeling scks.
i feel like an idiot who has been punished by the need to stay inside and to stay out of trouble.
i'm gonna visit my lil sis, and she's a reaaal trouble. that's gonna be fun.
i need help, cuz i am ready to kill my boyfriend already, and i keep avoiding him. do you think it is normal - to avoid a person you like for 5 days?? my friends say it is not and kick me out for a date, being more happy than myself that i'm going out...
i need help from depression. or i gonna do smth to myself.