When I shall die, you will not begin to cry. And I know why. You for a long time tried to forget me. But I reminded of myself calls, letters, a life... Now you are happy? You are happy? I any more shall not disturb you never! And if I shall come to you in a dream, not accuse me! You are guilty! You think of me. Also you can not forget, even after... After my leaving... And to you not dependently to return me. I have left for ever... Has left and shall not return... Even if you call me...