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There are moments in life that we must to be quite and let the silence speaks to the heart, ´coz there are feelings that the language cannot express and there are emotions that simple words will never translate.

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before I sleep, after a hard day of troubles and stormy times, I rest my head on the pillow and so, I just think of you
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I simply dont understand how a normal person like her can likes such pics like those )) my gosh ! ! ! even I am shocked...she is a girl...how ? ? ? how it´s possible )) Sometimes Janaina takes a look...she stares it for long time ))) she uses to say: "it´s horrible, it´s aweful" but she doesn´t move her eyes from the pics ))) why it happens? I confess that I would like to see two girls kissing each other. I almost saw a scene like this when I was in Nizniy Novgorod...two girls sitt in a square...when I turned my eyes they stopped the kiss ))) I liked to see it. It´s strange...maybe men like to see lesbianism and women like to see gays...maybe...maybe...in such pics like that there´s no time to shame. On the other hand, some people can name their pride right off the bat.

It´s been a long time since that you dont heard about me, but I look for you every night looking at the sky. It´s been a long time but I didn´t forget you. I´ll continue looking at the stars every night in hope to find you smile beyond the stars so far away where the infinity isn't the end another place without gravity even missing hold us in ground.

when the lights turn off and everybody leaves is that I began my meditation. I like my life. always sorrounded by friends; each one of them has many defeats, just like me, but are my friends, and I am so grateful for. I wanna enjoy each moment that life brings to me. someday it´ll be just remembrace.

today was the janaina´s birthday. she´s my best friend. I know that she really likes me. she´s a great woman and i´ve learnt so many things about life with her...but I feel that someday we will depart each other and miss her since now

Hi Anna....How are you?
I'm don't Deni!!!! I'm Phillip! hehehehe....
Here.. Realese for the Deni your diary!!!! PLEASEEEEEE....
You have go Brazil!!!!!

I'm sorry for not know write correctly...
I'm writing because I see that you are on line now!!!!
You don't be afraid in Brazil!

Deni is Crazy, but he is my friend!!!!!!
Deni is Gay, but he is my friend!!!!!!
Deni is idiot, but he is my friend!!!!!
hehehehehe.... of course that I'm Kidding!!!!

And now, I'm going to write in portuguese...Any doubt ask to Deni:
Quando ele voltar na Rússia...pede à ele que me traga uma bandeira da União Soviética, blzinha guria???? hehehehehe...T+

Bye-bye Hunter Girl...ops...Yaoi-Hunter

Indeed we aren´t what we look like. We are what we think we are and what the people judge we are.

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Today, day was full...I never ride by bike as today, almost 30 km. I am really very tired. My legs, arms, feets, neck, butt are painful and my eyelips are very hards. The landscape is wonderful and wherever I went I remembered of her. We visited a beautiful catholic church in the area. The priest was so kind and allowed we use the swimming pool; water was frozing, but even thus we enjoy it.Breese was so fresh.Sun wasn´t so hot. There were birds singing all the time hide through the trees. My body is destroied. I need go to sleep.

When the blue of the night meets the gold of the day, I would like to kiss you a kiss of good night.

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