Привет Анна! Happy birthday!

I turned 35 in November...what´s the bes part about growing older? Nothing bothers me. The best part is perspective. I´d have to rewind myself and say, "what would I have hoped for myself, that I know now, that I didn´t know about then?" I think it would have been just to appreciate myself more. To have a greater sense of self - a greater sense of self-confidence and self-respect. I didn´t have that for a long time, but I think a lot of people don´t. But there´s nothing grand going on here.

Quando encontrar alguém e esse alguém fizer seu coração parar de funcionar por alguns segundos, preste atenção: pode ser a pessoa mais importante da sua vida.
Se os olhares se cruzarem e, neste momento, houver o mesmo brilho intenso entre eles, fique alerta: pode ser a pessoa que você está esperando desde o dia em que nasceu. Se o toque dos lábios for intenso, se o beijo for
apaixonante, e os olhos se encherem d'água neste momento, perceba: existe algo mágico entre vocês.

Se o 1º e o último pensamento do seu dia for essa pessoa, se à vontade de ficar juntos chegar a apertar o coração, agradeça: Algo do céu te mandou um presente divino: O AMOR. Se um dia tiverem que pedir perdão um ao outro por algum motivo e, em troca, receber um abraço, um sorriso, um afago nos cabelos e os gestos valerem mais que mil palavras, se entregue: vocês foram feitos um para o outro. Se por algum motivo você estiver triste, se a vida te deu uma rasteira e a outra pessoa sofrer o seu sofrimento, chorar as suas lágrimas e enxugá-las com ternura, que coisa maravilhosa: você poderá contar com ela em qualquer momento de sua vida.

Se você conseguir, em pensamento, sentir o cheiro da pessoa como se ela estivesse ali do seu lado...Se você achar a pessoa maravilhosamente linda, mesmo ela estando de pijamas velhos, chinelos de dedo e cabelos emaranhados...
Se você não consegue trabalhar direito o dia todo, ansioso pelo encontro que está marcado para a noite...Se você não consegue imaginar, de maneira nenhuma, um futuro sem esta pessoa ao seu lado...Se você tiver a certeza que vai ver a outra envelhecendo e, mesmo assim, tiver a convicção que vai continuar sendo louco por ela...Se você preferir fechar os olhos, antes de ver a outra
partindo: é o amor que chegou na sua vida.

Muitas pessoas apaixonam-se muitas vezes na vida, mas poucas amam ou encontram um amor verdadeiro. Às vezes encontram e, por não prestarem atenção nesses sinais, deixam o amor passar, sem deixá-lo acontecer verdadeiramente. É o livre-arbítrio. Por isso, preste atenção nos sinais. Não deixe que as loucuras do dia-a-dia o deixem cego para a melhor coisa da vida: o AMOR !!
Ame muito... muitíssimo...

she doesn´t love me. but what´s matter. she is not the first to tell me this. but I promissed to myself that I´ll never tell this phrase to anybody else.

Eu vou te amar por toda a vida, não importa quantos anos vou viver. Quero te cobrir de carinho sem medida e ser tudo o que voce sonhou ter. Quero ser ser prazer a cada dia; ser sua felicidade, sua alegria, tanto quanto voce é pra mim. Jamais deixarei que a tristeza venha pagar o brilho do seu olhar,porque minha única certeza é que se precisar choro em seu lugar. Em nenhum momento te deixarei sozinha; serei sua companhia constante. O que não me falta é carinho para te dar a cada instante.

Que a nossa vida seja longa o bastante pare eu te dar tudo que desejo. Envelhecerei sendo o mesmo amante e para voce há de ser meu último beijo. Que a doação seja um constante em nossoas vidas. Que nossoas almas estejam sempre unidas, pois se uma vida for pouco pra te amar, em algum lugar, haverei de te encontrar.

love animal

Science may have found a cure for most evils; but it has found no remedy for the worst of them all -- the apathy of human beings. Life is boring sometimes. Truth is not only violated by falsehood; it may be equally outraged by silence.

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Life is very short to be repent. So, love people who treat you well and forget those one that make you sad. Believe that everything in life has a reason to be. If you have another chance, so hold it on. If something change your life for good, so let it be. Nobody told you that life is easy; but it is worthy to pay off.

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.

For the first time in many months I spent a time to read the messages that I post here. It´s a time that I stopped my emotions. I think I was looking for a reason to live, only. Nowadays I am waiting for Bea and I dream to show my country t her. Problem is that Brazil is so big, maybe I´ll have no time to show her everything that I´d like to. Life is interesting...all I had imagined for Anna, I will give to Bea. At least she likes me and I am so happy for. My goodness! she´s so sweet. She´s like a poem without words; an angel without wings. But I know she doesn´t love me and maybe will never do. Even knowing this truth, I wont to cry; though I know that, tears for sadness drop more.

Once more I am in love for someone and once more she asks me for be strong and forget her. I think is my fate to be alone. There´s no question without answer; I always asked to myself why had I known Anna. She was a perfect link for I come until Bea. Everybody has a past and now my one blames me and I take the risk to lose, once more, woman that I love. I simply cant to believe that is happening again. I have no strengh to fight. Bea, I need you. Anna doesn´t compare to you. I was blind for her, just like you were for you ex-h. Please, forgive me for having kept on this crazy and stupid secreat. It was difficult to talk about it just like it was for you to do about the reason for which you got marriage. I am ashamed for my past and this diary cannot stand anymore. It means a period that I didn´t live. I wasted my time waiting for a small-hearted and empty-minded girl and I found a wonderful woman. Bea, your is the love that every men looks for. I have found it and I cannot lose it anymore.

Our lives would be so different if the our dreams for another person didnt come to the end so suddenly. It would be so different if the good moments of life could to last forever. It would be so different if the person that I love could to feel the same for me. It would be so different if all my tears could to be tears of happiness, but things happen in our lives in a different way of all dreams. But it could be so different...I am happy coz I always believe in my dreams and I can take high flights at most intesity. The most happy people have not what they want but they take the commons things in life and work them to become in eternal happiness. Usually happiness come to those who cry, to those who hurt themselves, to those who look for and try on; and to those who recognize the importance of the people who pass by their lives.

Hey, tomorrow I am going once more two my second tentative to know you. Please, remember you promised to meet w/ me; keep in touch. But let me tell you why I loved you so. I did you since I knew you but I never allowed myself to feel it truly. I was always advanced in my worries, taking wrong decisions to be released of all my fears. But each one of my choices were different from each other. I learnt that when we do what I did, we live at most intensity. If it weren´t for you, I had never known love. So thanx for having been the person who tauch me to love. I just wanted to say that.

they say there´s always someone in a relationship who loves more...oh God I wish it wasn´t me

December 31th I went with my closer friends to a dacha ))) there was a beautiful lake there...it´s a little bit dried but even thus we could find a warm water to swimm...at night, after hugs and champgnes and after Janaina gives me whisky ))) I went out with three friends to make a small bonfire to behold the sky...there were billions of stars there...sky was so beautiful...there´s not moon but just stars to illuminate that night in that part of South Hemisfery. While we saw falling-stars crossing the dark sky, I remebered you and I wish you be there. I thought of you and I smiled...either I am a good-hearted man, or I am the foolest guy in all over the world ))))

sad eyes never lie

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life isnt beautiful for everybody

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