So for some reason when I woke up this morning, I felt alive again. Tired b/c well the majority of us need more sleep, but I can feel the excitement for life, and all the opportunities ahead and with me, again. (I don't really like this Odwalla Wellness drink...) This semester I have so much to be excited about, so many things to look forward to, to be excited about learning, but I guess I just wasn't ready for the chaos, the scattered array of living and non-living obligations, time putting bars all over me that I just kept trying to bend and squeeze through. Hmm Im kind of doing that right now. I need to do my homework. I mean I've had a pretty good work ethic, i just didn't have much feeling. I don't know how, maybe in my sleep, I got over the disapointments that my involvement in dance company has brought on me and on myself, without a tear.

One of the candy hearts that Hayley put on my desk last night says:

Be
True

I like that. Thanks Hayley.
Homework time

всё.со старой жизнью покончено.сегодня началась новая.

новая прическа,новая улыбка,новый институт,новые друзья.НОВАЯ ЖИЗНЬ.

всё отлично.

спасибо Боженька что ты мне помог.без тебя я бы не справилась.спасибо тебе за инст,за Асю,за маму с Катькой,за работу и за любовь.за всё спасибо.за то что ты помог мне перестать бояться перемен.теперь всё будет отлично!

вот так то

Yeah I'm in a great mood, I've decided that Adelayed goes for free! So go for your life folks, includes embedded HI-res front cover in each MP3 (192kbps).

What are you waiting for? Grab it HERE!
Haven't got the Retronoise EP? Grab it HERE!

Both EP's apply to the license below:

Retronoise EP & Adelayed EP by D. Kudrev is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-No Derivative Works 2.5 Australia License.


Also;

http://digg.com/music/Mechanised_Convulsions_EP_Adelayed_now_FREE_DOWNLOAD

Last weekend, Claudia and I drove to M

мне холодно. вытаскиваю дрожащими рукам нож из спины. больно. запекшаяся кровь на рукоятке. мерзко. слез нет. я не бью посуду. и не режу руки. сижу в углу,поджав колени. кажется. я.схожу.с.ума.

Recipe

1 package Ten Bean Soup Mix
7 cups water
1 clove garlic
1 28-oz. Can of diced tomatoes
spice packet (included)
salt and pepper to taste


Optional: veggies of your choice; 3 lb. Meaty ham hocks, or 1 lb. Lean ham, diced; sugar and lemon juice to taste.

Remove spice packet. Wash and drain beans. Soak beans overnight or microwave beans covered with water in a covered container at 100% power for 15 minutes. Drain and rinse. Assemble first 3 ingredients (beans, water, and garlic) in a 4-quart pot with enough water to cover beans. Bring to a boil. Cover and simmer gently 3.5 to 4.5 hours until beans are tender. Add remaining ingredients (tomatoes, spices, salt, pepper, optional ingredients) during the last hour of cooking. Add water as needed so beans are well covered. Cooking time may be longer at higher altitudes.

**Using a Crock Pot: cook at low heat for at least 10 hours.

позволю себе задать вопрос, на ответ не расчитываю, но было бы приятно.
не вижу комментариев в этом журнале. они сознательно удалились владельцем, или по какой-то странной непонятной мне причине их здесь и не было?
спасибо.

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