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Yeh, life can bring differen peple to us.
Some are good, some are not... some are 50/50. But who knows?

Sometimes you meet people & don't know what to expect from them.
Yeh, in general people have trust, but I don't.

W H Y???

Why I cannot just let me fall in love with a guy I like & I'm dating with?
That's a question.

Ya, a had some boyfriends here, but just to use them, nothing about love.

But now it's different.
I feel I've known this guy for all my life & all my life I was searching for him...
And here he is: so brilliant, handsome & smart. He is my support & the sourse of love. He is everything!

Do you think I'm in love? I don't know. Should I? Isn't it so stupid to fall in love with American, when you are gonna leave in 3 months? I think it is.

But for now, I think I'll just catch the moment & enjoy the life!
It's too short.

Everything is over...
Holidays, the life before, the love, everything.
It seems to me that the World turned around, and doesn't want to hold the position it had before..

Well, I cannot say everything is bad. it's just different. Again...
I don't know, I' confused.

I don't know, if I want to go home, or I just want to stay here.
I feel, I don't belong to any of these places.

Yes, I do have frends here & there (of course, "Dvor"'s the best), but.
But everything is so dem different everywhere, and I am different, too.

Oh, my God! It all sounds so stupid! I hope, nobody will read it!

I'd better Stop now.

Actually I love school... It makes you feel important, makes you think that you are able to do something, makes you meet different people.
The last 2 weeks were so cool, even almost without school!!!!!!!
In 10 school days we had school only for 5 days (because of snow), and you know what? I did not miss it!
That was fun! Mike, Beccy & Me were laying around, singing (actually SCREAMING) "Beatles" songs, joking, and just making stupid stuff.
Since December, 20, we've got Winter Holidays! After Christmas we'll go Skating, Skiing, Snwbording, etc for 3 days! Hopefully I'm not gonna freeze..
Do you already have a Christmas vacation, Ukraine?
Have fun on it!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna do that!!!!:pril:

Ops!
I almost fogot about my diary! Sorry!
But did I already mention that life is stupid?

Guys... Who can understnd them??? Not me!!!
First they act so stupid, they make you feel as if you are nobody, then they ask sorry & think this can change something. TOO LATE, DARLING, TOO LATE! Love's already gone, and you cannot stop it. I'm sorry. It' life.

P.S.: thank's, Kozak & everybody!!!

Oh my God! The Ring Dance was so cool!!! I would like to do it again! :)
( But NOT the morning, it was terrible! I went to the Studio to do my hair, and i spent 3(!) hours there. I discovered 46 spins in my head, when I was distroying my hair in the evening. Horrible! )
But, anyway, nothing could distroy this wonderful day! I participated in the Ring Ceremony ( something like at the wedding, when they change their rings ) & I didn't even fall down on the stage!!! It's kind of strange, actually...
I went with a French guy, Matt Lion. We had fun together! Actually he's pretty hot! :) We were dancing all night long, but the music was so stupid: Hip-Hop & Slow. Can you imagine girls in nice dress dancing with the Hip-Hop??? I couldn't do that, too. Well, actually that was not that bad. Pehaps it was because these dances were so dirty. But I loved them!!!
Well, anyway, just to tell you, French guys are extremely HOT!!!

Here I am! In the other continent, the other part of the world, the other cide of the ocean... but still alive and happy!!!
Finally I underlined some time to make my diary. (It's in the English lesson)
So, what's happened to me these days.
First of all last two weeks passed in the waiting of the Ring Dance. We (me & Beccy) became absolutely crazy. Thanks God there are only two days left. :)
About the Ring Dance...
I'm going with an exchange student from France, Matt. Well, he's hot!!!!!!!!!!!!
Beccy is coming with her new passion, Mike Edward Roberts.
He's stupid. hEs not. Oh, yes, he is!!! :))))))))))))))))
Well, to business.. In general the Ring Dance is a "Party" for Juniors, bu we are cool, that's why we are going! Just kidding. We are going, because we're exchange students & we're aloud to go everywhere. Cool, isn't it?
Have to finish for now, the bell rings....

To live & to enjoy the life - that's the most important!!! Isn't it? :)