im sorry my moodiness has magnified these past few days. and im sorry i just feel so needy. all will be back to normalcy soon i promise. just hang in there these next few days and pretend that im not some psycho woman and im still the one you love and ill be alright. last night i just wanted you. and when you fell asleep and it was just me i felt more alone than ever. i hate nights and i hate it when we go to sleep because i know that when i wake up its because one of us have to leave and then im all alone again. i dont think you look at it that way and i think thats why i havent been able to sleep lately. im sorry.

i love you with all my heart.