I had patience, & understanding. But I don't like when people cross the line...how is he going to tell my best friend how I'm stupid & immature? I'm not angry, or ''evil'', I'm not mad either. I just think that you shouldn't judge unless you're perfect yourself. Which he, I think people can agree with me here, isn't. Besides, I changed for myself, not for him. & I'm happy with the way I am now. Sam zagonayet sebya v ugol, i ya esh'e i v etom vinovata. No. Yes, I care about him, a lot, but I'm not gonna let anyone walk all over me.
''Fire Of Eternity (3:04:34 PM): just wanted to tell you that if you think I blame myself for everything that happened, I dont Im not stupid not to realize that if you ever loved me it wouldnt happen
Fire Of Eternity (3:06:11 PM): & Im not making you feel bad, or blaming you, Im just letting you know that by putting yourself in a position as if youre the victim youre not gaining anything.
Fire Of Eternity (3:09:55 PM): yet you say Im stupid, but do you know if i was stupid I wouldnt even bother, & I would right away blame you for everything & take all of the responsibility off of myself, but yet somehow I never did that. I can admit to my mistakes, & yes that makes me feel better, I guess you dont see your fault in anything.
Fire Of Eternity (3:18:40 PM): if I was what you think I am I would be sitting being angry at the whole world drinking my life away, yet Im not mad at anyone, I just dont feel anything except that I feel bad for you, that youre not able to make the right decisions, & no I don't mean getting back with me, I mean connecting with people that once meant something in your life...or didnt mean shit.
Fire Of Eternity (3:29:22 PM): I honestly think youre the one acting stupid & immature but w.e. despite that I care about you just bc you are you. eto ne obsuzhdaetsa. thats why I ignored the things you said similar to ''im doing you a favor by talking to you'', if i said that to you you would make a scene? sporim? thats where were different.
Fire Of Eternity (3:32:01 PM): if I had ''no feelings'' I would never admit to what Ive written above. yet, you cant admit 2 how you feel. then again ya ne znayu, maybe you really dont feel anything. even if its like that, it doesnt change a thing, & it didnt change my mind, meaning, if you ever need anything Im always here for you/
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XXLuLuXX1029: wow
Fire Of Eternity (7:17:58 PM): wow bad or wow good?lol
XXLuLuXX1029: wow I dont noe
Fire Of Eternity (7:19:16 PM): cuz i ddnt wanna be 2 mean & ddnt wanna be 2 nice
Fire Of Eternity (7:19:27 PM): so i let him knw hes wrong 2 but im not mad at him
XXLuLuXX1029: he is wrong though
Fire Of Eternity (7:22:20 PM): wow...why do YOU think hes wrong?
XXLuLuXX1029: i think ur both wrong lol
Fire Of Eternity (7:24:55 PM): well yeah
Fire Of Eternity (7:25:02 PM): thts wht i told him both not one of us
INSURED by Mafia :-) (19:56): you knw wht I realized 4 myslf, tht I really do sincerely care about him, & if hes asking 4 this space thn Ill give it 2 him somehow I have a feeling hell need me & Ill be there 4 him whn he needs it, you knw nasilno mil ne budesh.
AsyachkaPotOFGold<3 (19:57): yea exactly
INSURED by Mafia :-) (19:57): yep
AsyachkaPotOFGold<3 (19:57): u have my mentality now
INSURED by Mafia :-) (19:57): amazin LOL
AsyachkaPotOFGold<3 (19:57): yea...well thats wut im thinkin i cnt force alik u noe to do somethin but obviously he has something left for me or like some desire to talk to me if he came to see me
INSURED by Mafia :-) (19:58):
yeah i mean okay you & I are both gonna be busy w. school & jobs, & dancing w. your other single best frnd on a fri nite isnt THAT BAD...so i think well manage ;)
AsyachkaPotOFGold<3 (19:59): lol
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:00): like wht made me write tht whole thing 2 him is tht he said kak i ozhidalos ona ne povvzraslela i ne poumnela im like im tired of taking shit from him every time i try 2 be nice so i let it out
AsyachkaPotOFGold<3 (20:04): thats smart
AsyachkaPotOFGold<3 (20:05): yea not me, brb
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:00): my love is here lol
V (20:01): Asya?
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:01): Lenka =[ vse ya na tebya obidelas'
V (20:01): privet
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:01): uhuh
V (20:01): s kakih por ya tvoi love? chto takoe?
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:02): dd you miss me?)lol
V (20:02): isn't Nikita ur love?
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:03): ya ho4u emu dat' vremya, ya ego pravda o4en' lyublyu, no nasil'no mil ne budesh...
V (20:03): uuu kakie slova!
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:03): I mean them
V (20:04): noh
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:04): ?
V (20:04): ya imeyu v vidu krasivie slova, ne to chto u don't mean them
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:04): oh..prosto ya uje previkla 4to mne nikto ne verit u menya srazu idet zashitnaya reakciya
V (20:05): ???
V(20:06): a...
INSURED by Mafia :-) (20:07):
on govorit ''kak i ojidalos' ona ne poumnela i ne povzraslela'' ..I thought bout it & wrote him a long ass letter tht he read but ddnt reply 2 i uspakoilas'
V (20:08): UUU
Later on after I read my horoscope...& I was surprised. I actually did what it said, w.o. reading it beforehand. (Notice how it says intellect-97%) Guess I didn't pick such a bad day to do this, in any case it had to be done :-) The fact that I'm a Leo explains why I act in such ways ;)
Leo,
It's up to you to decide; if you let circumstances decide for you, you lose control. Reach out and express yourself in a manner that will clearly convey your wants and needs. Avoid worrying about why things around you are happening. Focus instead on what is within your control.
Leo Horoscope for September 3 2007
Leo, It seems that whatever you try to do goes nowhere, or gets lost in a haze of misunderstanding. This is not a good time to try to toot your own horn or attempt to get personal recognition for your efforts. Taking time off, working quietly, or doing something primarily for the benefit of others without concern for personal gain, is favored at this time.
Wellness:
39%
Intellect:
97%
Love:
48%
Emotions:
54%
Intuition:
4%
Creativity:
40%
Work:
85%
Money:
40%
Power Numbers: 8, 5, 44, 31, 38, 4
