I see a VERY HAPPY girl...on the fotos of the past...

shinig eyes, happy smiles, something that comes deep from her heart...

can't believe that it was me... WHY I can't be the same now?

where did I lose that feeling? Did I hide it from everyone? But I can't find it myself...

I've lost playing the roles people are waiting from me... But the more I'm trying to live up to HIM the more lies, misapprehension, offences I get.. 

"Nobody's home..."

Want to hide...

I need my previous me!

HAPPY me...

Just me...