В колонках играет - RHCP -- black crossi'm so tired to be talked about, it's like they have nothing else in life to discus but me and what do i do and their stupid facial products. "Look who's late today!" YES I'M FUCKING LATE!! i need sleep i need rest i need peace, actually i got up early i was just 2 minutes late for my bus, that stupid asshole drove away right in front of me.. i'm mad, my mum got into a car accident today, again, dunno even know if she is alright, she told me she's alright, so she should be, she should know better than i do, she is the one who got into a car crash and she's a doctor and she wouldn't lie to me, she never pretends to be fine if she is not, even tho sometimes i wish that she did.. i'm so sick of hearing about her problems and issues, i can't baerry them around me with me...
there is a new sucker in our class, from norway, appareantly he is discusting, but u can never trust celina, he sounds kinda like a junkie, but no1 can outjunkie neklass in his behaveur, i'm sorry i can't spell... not i'm not fucking sorry that i can't spell i don't care! grammar my ass...
"oh i think julia deserves to go to the united world college in norway it is such great oppertunary, she is so smart she should be allowed to get a very good education" if i'm so fucking smart why did i get B's in my report card, i still haven't told my mum, she would just say smth like: "i told u to study more" i do what i'm asked to do and just cuz i don't do it perfectly i get a B?! "but we know u can do better" i know i can do better too, its just that i don't need to do better to get a higher mark, but cuz they know that i can they just think that i'm being lazy.. why the hell does everyone expect so much from me?! "u r an ideal student" there is no such creature.. i can't make straight A's and have a discent social life. but my social life sucks anyway so that doesn't matter. and what what's up with the united world college? what is so wrong with hasseris? it is IB here and there anyway.. and there, they specialise in socials issues or science and history... i hate that crap! the study of dead people and their mistakes " but we can learn from their mistakes" no, because people are stupid like oak trees!! we repeat our mistakes over and over and over again, cuz we are dumb and corrupted!! men are stupid, guys are assholes, some are dickheads but mainly assholes.
"oh a pretty girl like u, ofcourse u'll find a boyfriend" ... get away from me with ur boyfriends, i don't want to cry because of some moran that is too selfish to do stuff.. with me and u know stuff and call me.. and i'm perfectly well without any sex life, yeah u heard it! maybe i don't have hormones.. i dunno.. it could also explain cupple of other things. i'm fucking 15! i have time.. DAAA! wierdoes.. besides a have a magica ability to fuck up any kind of relationship
what else? elisabeth has to die... i'm not being rasist she is just... a NOT, a big fat NOT! she is not funny, she is not smart, she is not dumb, she is not ugly, she is not pretty.. she is boring, a nobody, an empty space a 0! she is just there looking depressed and angry and making everyone feel uncomfortable.. i seriusly want to kick her! kick ass!! i turned out to be stronger than i thought i was, i wrestled with celina and i think i hurt her... her hand turned wierd colour and she couldn't even push me...
oh the pain is making me insane!
+ the tampons hurt
tho: it fucking hurts without them too
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