...vchera ya umerla i eta smert' zabrala u menya dushu i serdce, bol'she vo mne nichego net, nichego ne ostalos'...tol'ko, grust', toska i pechyal'...i konechno zhe privyazannost' k nemu, ostanetsya navsegda vo mne...a nashi otnosheniya budut idti skvoz' vsyu moyu zhizn'... ...i kazhdogo sleduyushego, budu sravnivat' s nim...kazhdiy raz povtoryaya, on bil luchshe i budu uxodit'...tak-kak on eto sdelal...:(
PS tol'ko vospominaniya...i ya ne zhaleyu o tom shto bilo...mne bol'she nichego ne nuzhno...vse, chem ya zhila...ushlo ot menya...zhzn' otnyala u menya, vse to, shto bilo dorogo serdcu...i ya xochu uyti...