Another night, another glass of whiskey.
The loneliness. The cold and empty bed.
My mind, my life, my.... everything is twisted
And I'm feeling blue and I'm feeling sad.

And smoke of my cigar is towering my head
And woods in fireplace are cracking in the fire.
I don't know what lays for me ahead
But in my heart I have just one desire

I dream of you, I have this burning flame
The only thing I really want and craving
I don't want no fortune and no fame
I want just you. That much I love you baby.

I want just you! My love, my heart, my soul!
For me you are like bright and shining star.
But years go by. I'm sitting all alone.
With empty bed. With whiskey and cigar.

 

When a man should make his Maker,
And it's time to leave this world,
What the words for your Creator
You will say if see the Lord?

I would be so frightened, scared,
Kneeling down on the ground.
Lord! I'm here! I'm in terror!
And I cannot make a sound.

I don't ask for your forgiveness,
I have sinned. I know that.
But, oh Lord, you are my witness
That my soul is not so bad.

Lord! I loved! With burning passion!
With a bleeding heart and soul!
And you don't need my confession
Love - the only thing I stole!

And a lot of people are saying
Love is shining light above.
Was it blasphemy or praying
I have sinned because of love!

When I'm gone don't cry for me, don't mourn
Rejoice for me! For I'm now free!
They didn't ask me, yet I have been born.
And life was just imprisonment for me.

 

And those I have failed forgive me if you can
But if you loved me keep me in your heart
I'm now free. I'm ready. Time to bail.
It's time for me to leave. It's time for us to part.

 

So have a drink for me and play some rock'n'roll
I loved my liquor and I loved to rock.
I cannot do all those things no more.
I crossed the finish line, I reached my final stop.

 

In Death I trust,
Slow or fast
But sure as Hell
In Death I trust.

Don't trust the World,
Don't trust in us.
Not anymore.
In Death - I trust!

A joy will path,
A youth will path,
But Death will come,
In Death - I trust!

You are love, you are pain,
Brightest shine, rusty stain,
My best friend and a foe.
Want to end, long for more.

 

Boil my blood, freeze it cold
Thunderstorm, lightning bolt
Fly in Heaven, ride to Hell
Don't want to break your spell.

 

Sacred heart, pot of gold.
Pray to Satan, pray to Lord.
Up above - blood red sky
Want to live and want to die.

My heart is broken, baby. Yes my heart is broken.
You broke it, baby. Shattered like a glass.
I'm thousand miles away and still keep walking
In search for peace of mind and California Grass.

 

My boots have holes in them and shirt is ripped in pieces
I walk away from you but cannot get away.
And when I think of you my heart beat still increases.
And I keep walking cause I cannot stay.

 

The world is round baby. Yes the world is round.
And I just might get back and see your face again.
Unless one day I simply hit the ground
And then my heart will never feel the pain.

 

Иногда очень хочется вскрыть себе вены,
И смотреть, как медленно вытекает кровь.
И уже не страшны никакие беды.
И пошла на хуй рифма к слову "любовь".

 

Ну а может я просто люблю когда красным
Брызги и кляксами по холсту.
Длинноносую веницианскую маску
Я увижу когда усну

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А потом по красному черной краской,
Как потухший в глазницах свет.
Длинноносая венецианская маска
Мой последний посмертный портрет.

You are my love, my life, you are my soul.

Without you I'm just an empty shell.

I'll eat, I'll drink, I'll lean against the wall,

But just a zombie, moving under spell.

 

 

Without you there is no happy place,

Without you it's not a life - existence.

I'm reaching you by moving through the maze

And no way I'll ever make the distance!

 

I hate my life and hate myself,
I hate whatever's coming next,
And when the clock is chiming twelve
I can not put myself to rest.

And all my thoughts are spinning 'round
And my emotions feed my fears
And I'm hitting ground hard,
But can not cry. I got no tears.

And I just sit with empty eyes
And no one returns the stare.
My heart is freezing. Cold as ice.
And I'm dying from despair.

Люби меня, хоть ты меня не любишь!
Люби меня! В последний может раз!
Расстанемся, и ты меня забудешь.
Да помнишь ли, что ты со мной сейчас?!

Люби меня! Безумно! Страстно! Нежно!
Люби меня с заката до зари!
И гаснет в сердце горькая надежда,
Как гаснут на бульваре фонари.

Только что вернулся из отпуска. В очередной раз был в Мексике в курортном городке Пуэрто Ваярта (Puerto Vallarta). Останавливался в отеле Барсело (Barcelo). Он принадлежит сети отелей и курортов по всему миру. Помнится в Мадриде тоже в Барсело останавливался. Пуэто Ваярта самый популярный мексиканский курорт на западном побережье и расположен в штате Халиско (Jalisco). Но штат известен не курортами а текилой. Как напиток, не произведенный в провинции Коньяк, не является коньяком, так и напиток, не произведенный в штате Халиско, не является текилой. Но обратно к Барсело. Учитывая наличие 15-летней девицы, с которй в одной комнате ночевать как то уже и не очень, взяли комнату с двумя спальнями. В одной спальне одна большая кровать, в другой - 2 маленьких. В каждой комнате есть телевизор. 2 полных туалета с душем. Комната разделена пополам дверью, и если ее закрыть, то получается как 2 комнаты. 4 бассейна. Для самых маленьких, для подростков, для взрослых (с баром) и для спортивных игр. Пара буфетов, 3 ресторана. Пляж небольшой. Короче... Не очень шикарно, но и не кошмар. Смотрите сами.

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I love you with a broken heart,
I love you with a bleeding soul.
Love brought me pain right from the start
And never brought me any hope.

I should have quit. But I could not.
Too fast, too powerful, too deadly.
How could I know I'd fall apart
And everything will turn out badly?!

It was a long and painful journey,
I wasn't getting any slack.
I'm in pain. My heart is burning.
Love took me down to Hell and back.

Through the night,
                            Through the rain,
                                                       Through the gust of winds,
Through the fight,
                            Through the pain,
                                                        Through my own sins.
Through the fears,
                             Through the bad,
                                                        Through the even worse,
Through the tears,
                             Through regrets,
                                                        And through remorse.

Through the dark of my mind
I forgive.

To the shine of your soul
I live

Просто хочется свернуться в клубок,
Закутаться в плед иль в одеяло.
Чтоб книжка в руках, виски глоток,
И чтоб полено в камине трещало.

И если дождь по крыше моей
Играет соло на барабанах.
Я просто налью стакан полней
И... сколько их будет этих стаканов?

Не думал дожить я до этих дней,
Не думал, что буду просить такое.
Избавь меня, Господи, от страстей.
Господи, я хочу покоя.

И не словами, а волком воя,
Снова и снова под небом блеклым,
Господи, я хочу покоя!
И пусть покой будет даже мертвым!

Sometimes I'm happy, and sometimes I'm sad,
Sometimes I cry, and sometimes burst with laughter,
Sometimes I think of you, and sometimes of myself,
Sometimes I think of what will happen after.

Sometimes it seems, that I can read your soul
Sometimes I'm lost and never to be found,
Sometimes I'm flying high, sometimes I'm crawling low,
Sometimes I am a king, sometimes I am a clown.

Sometimes I want to run and hide inside my shell
But what I always want for you to be all mine.
Sometimes it's Heaven, and sometimes it's Hell,
Sometimes I mad at you, but love you all the time!

Забыла. Память занесло забвенья пеплом.
Что было закрыл сгоревших иллюзий дым.
И пусть счастье было чистым и светлым,
Я вновь становлюсь для тебя чужим.

 

А мне никуда от тебя не деться.
Даже если моря переплыть.
И мне остается лишь память сердца
И все то, что ты не смогла сохранить.

Broken dreams, broken heart
Nothing's real, you fall apart.

Feeling lonely, feeling bad,
You don't want to leave your bed.

Yes, I know it too well
You are going through hell.

But I'll tell you nothing new.
Baby, I believe in you!

Special needs, special heart
No wonder why I always fall apart
Shattered nails, broken skin
Searching for myself again
Open windows, broken bones
I know how the story goes
But I'll try again
Special needs, special heart
I fell apart

Throw off your clothes
Jump into your bed
Say goodnight to the monsters inside your head
Maybe you're better off dead
Wake up to see
Skies blue as the sea
A beautiful voice
Is talking to me
Don't leave, don't leave

I'm crying, dying, why am I lying?
I'm stuck in a black hole
I'm shaking, aching, the breaths that I'm taking
I've lost control
I'm stuck in a black hole

A few days ahead of you what will you do
When the sky's are all grey
And your moods are all blue
And you fight off the chills as you're throwing the pills away
Tear out your hair
And cry out your eyes
Why would they feed you all those lies?
You're not alright

I'm crying, dying, why am I lying?
I'm stuck in a black hole
I'm shaking, aching, the breaths that I'm taking
I've lost control
I'm stuck in a black hole

Well there ain't no sunshine
When you're fighting through the pain
But you will be fine
When you get passed the rain
And there ain't no sunshine
When you're fighting through the pain
But you will be fine
When you get passed the rain

But for now you're crying, dying, why are you lying?
You're stuck in a black hole
You're shaking, aching, the breaths that your taking
You've lost control
You're crying, dying, why are you lying?
Stuck in a black hole
You're shaking, aching, the breaths that you're taking
You've lost control
You're stuck in a black hole

You're crying, dying, why are you lying?
You're stuck in a black hole
You're shaking, aching, the breaths that you're taking
You've lost control
But you'll get out of this black hole
 

You think you got me by the balls,
You think you got it figured out,
You think I'm always gonna crawl,
Because it's you I'm all about.

You think you're right, cause I'm in love,
And every day my love gets bigger.
You think, that I'm yours for life?
I can escape! I'll pull the trigger.

Просто сегодня твой день рождения.
Просто ты от меня далеко.
Просто нет ни черта настрояния.
Просто...  очень все сложно и нелегко!

Просто не я иду рядом с тобою.
Просто не я вижу свет твоих глаз.
Просто я водкой давлюсь словно болью.
Просто есть я. И есть ты. Но нет нас.

Inside my heart is boiling magic brew.
And I admit it's rather weird pot.
But I will share the recipe with you.
And now, folks, I am about to start.

A pinch of pain, a little touch of sadness,
Attention, care... Can't go wrong with those.
A lot of passion. Strong one! Like a madness.
Some jealousy, but not too much, of course.

Romantic poetry. And add romantic music.
A quiet night and shining moon above.
And I have found, that I'm really loosing
Myself. Inside that brew, called love.

Hello dear Jack.
I guess we meet again.
Tonight I'm glad you're back
You'll help to fight my pain.

It is just you and me
And speakers at full blast
Your spirit sets me free
I know it will last.

My dear, dear Jack,
You fill my glass again,
I know I'm a wreck
So let's knock out my brain.

The bottle's almost gone
Good bye, my dear Jack
Tonight we had some fun,
Tomorrow you'll be back.