В моей жизни кроме глупых заставляющих рыдать в истерике от смеха разговоров в MSN появилось ещё кое-что, что это, не знаю, может быть это люди называют дружба? Что это я знаю - это взаимопонимание, а ещё исполенние одной из тайных мечт - с детства мечтала иметь подругу из любой страны мира, кроме России, в смысле чтобы она говорила не по-русски, но мы понимали друг друга с полуслова.

15 лет, не особо активная и не самая общительная, скромная, с гениальнейшим чувством юмора и мировозрением. Я никогда не получала писем. Таких, на которых хочется ответить. Я никогда не писала таких больших писем и не знала, что кто-то действительно может думать обо мне хорошо. Не гениальна, не оригинальна, и вто же время оригинальная и гениальна в своей простоте и в то же время скрытности? Вообщем, бред. Бред опять несу! Позерша чертова.

Просто решила процитировать несколько писем от Montserrat Lorente Martinez. Надеюсь, она не в обиде - это конечно концидициально, но блин, все и так насвкозь меня знают, глупо скрывать, если хочется чтобы кто-нибудь увидел, что я совершенно неожиданно стала кому-то нужна ?..

Montse, if you read this, sorry and i hope it's ok to post some of your words here coz it became too important.. i just can't keep silence, let them see, vale? :D

 

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Montse's:

distance is just such a little stone in our way...

you're special anastasia, you have some kind of magic! and I want to know you and I need you too..! I want to make this friendship everlasting..okay?

OH! of course I remember figure skating! its the best hobby ever! oh! the american its handsome...:P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

I know that I've only stayed with you 3 weeks.. but I was listening to you every minute that you were speaking, I was thinking of you every second, I was next to you a big part of the day, I've lived different experiences with you, i've dicovered a new everlasting friendship with you..and Anastasia this is important for me..

 wow.. now i'm in shock...pff!.. I think I undersand you completly..! I can believe that there's in this world someone who thinks like me..!

you're a box with a lot of GREAT surprises in it..!!!

My reply's:

Today I found out that: I can't live without Nutella toasts and hot chocolate; i ask my parents "What?" and said "Sorry" in English); I don't want to unpack my bag; It's borring here, at home.

Please call me  taxi.

i just want to say it was hard to believe that you truely want to last our frienship.. it was a bit surprising for me because the others are.. you know, nobody writes e-mails.. everyone's lazy and that really DON'T care..

I can’t believe that someone can write me such warm words, it’s like a dream, it’s too WOW to be true… I mean that I have a friend, real one, not fake… one who thinks what she says, and says what she thinks, without lies, without fakes, without all these things around me… I believe you, Montse, I like you and want to be a real good friend and I trust you much more than the mainly part of my friends…

my classmates think that I’m self-proud, egoistic, crazy, moody, I don’t know.. this year I’ve learnt a LOT from my classmates (girls from my company). And sometimes I am, because they are very stupid, and a lot of them are younger than me so I can’t do anything with myself, sometimes I’m rude.. but because they are rude too, and that really annoys me… ok, enough, I’m becoming real egoistic talking about these stupid things =)

Hola cara amiga! I’m sorry but I write letters for you con mucho gusto!!! Te parece bien?  But remember, when I get a letter from you – a pedir de boca! A proposito, mi address.. No se, es probable que you have to write the address in Russian, but I send u 2 versions.. escribir me… =0))119333 Россия, г.Москва, ул.Вавилова, д.48, кв.291  119333 Russia, Moscow, Vavilova st , 48, 291Me allegro si tu vas escribir me ))) Soy me imaginarro (imagino?) que tu llegas a Moscow… owhhh espero que es posible… quisiera ensenar mi ciudad… Se, comprando… increible… but por Dios! Caramba! Por que no?? Volvemos a encontrarnos… pronto or no pronto… vivimos a 21th century… Suelo creer que todo es posible… por que no, tell me, Montse?!Nosotros contigo can do everything xD uno maravillo! xD 

And I have the little ice rink right under my window and in winter it’s cool to skate in the evening in the dark and then you’ll come to warm home and have great tea or chocolate… mmm… I love winter because of 3 things: snow, new year presents and my birthday xDD

but… the only thing left for me here is dreaming…

I can annoy you, but you know.. we are like from different worlds… and you don’t know the way I live and behave… and it makes me wanna tell you something extraordinary.. my life is ordinary, but I am not. It may sound strange…

And in summer, in such place like Cambridge u can find people, who are different, but who cares! Who really cares. And it’s not fake. Everything is some kind of fake, but this fast, crazy, free relationship.. without thinking and making problems… it’s the greatest thing in the world…

 

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