hi spring bye winter
& pile of photos from the last 6 months..
kuk

clock and that picture of a fox drawn by some kid i had stolen from school, last year

pile of letters from my pal who promised to write to me every month but hasn't written since november..

i like cute bandaids

i like using that red photo light as a lamp, and watching silent films. (La Passion de Jeanne d'Arc, here)

i like sending letters in black envelopes. and yes, i have black bed sheets and black toothpaste, too.

i think it was the day i got my new zenitar lence

i used to watch films a lot. i could watch 3 films in one day. 2009 was good. this is Pierrot le Fou, one of the best films, ever! i love Godard.

schoool way to stolovka! where i never eat. i took more photos there but they came out too dark, need to re-take em all.

a car crash woke me up in the middle of the night. cool!

for the first time in my life i have a big mirror in my room! i used it as a table at first though, to put my coffee cup and pie on.
i think these comments are unbelievably boring. why am i writing this rubbish?

ha, hi!


that's all from 2009. no inspiration and shit


2010 has been better so far. show is pretty and all at night when i'm home and watching.. guess what.. more silent films! Земля

sometimes i would get "inspired" all of a sudden at night and take some pointless photos at 3 in the morning

room in pretty orange night light


hahaha!! probably the stupidest photo of myself i will ever post on the internet! i was trying NOT TO BLINK too hard! long exposure.

and so on


zemlya was quite funny to me


there was a lot of show

grill..

watching another Godard's film with Karina. Une Femme est une femme. i DIDN'T like it, though.

stuff i bought in second hand the other day: two coats and this huge brown suitcase!

my cat Kuk caught a birdie. at last, something interesting to document!



-gggrrrrrrrrrrrrr!


red light, to make it all look even scarier!

and ye, the bird was real. but it probably died fast.



Freud! yes!!

double exposure.. my shelf with 100 films i shot.

i'm trying to make up for the years of not taking photos of myself at all. and that big mirror, which is not attached to anything yet, is quite useful!

yeah, pitiful attempt at trying to look like Veronica Lake! or something..

photoshop me some of dem eyebrows plez

i'm so white need ta get me some tan

look i'm so sad and emo

it was pretty outside


ahaha now i'm goth

now im pippi longstocking.. or something.

stupid hair day. too bad i didn't have to go outside that day

i was very bored. and alone at home.


i am mickey mouse

i need to learn how to use that goddamn flash. all photos look like this, when i use it -

bathroom. mirrors.



flash..



it was a nice day and everything was white.

and i was white and my robe was too


i'm listening to david bowie's ziggy stardust album and trying to like it. i hate all these stupid comments. but i will post em anyway. this is Kuk looking stupid and soft

my mom said i have to stop wasting film on shit like this


i didn't feel like attending p.e. lesson so i went home, as always. but that day i had a camera with me so walking home was nicer than usual.

everything was too white!





some photos look much better if you flip em like this.



i think i'm getting sick of all the photos of myself.. ew.

OR maybe this is the stupidest photo of myself! angry me out of focus. but that's my favorite sweatshirt. i love that color. i found it in second hand. did i ever mention that i'm a bum and i don't even ever eat at school? well now you know.

i was trying to think up for another silly fact about myself to finish this silly post but couldnt come up with anything interesting. was anybody really reading this?

i don't really care. bye. end.
no - wait! - i wanted to tell you that this was my last winter at home. and i'm graduating school this year. and i have exams in spring. so i don't really want spring. AND I'M SCARED.
now, ..end.