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I don't have the strength to breathe
You are up, I'm beneath
Every word cuts like a knife
I will love you for all my life

I'm swallowing my tears
Afraid of all these years
Are passed in vain cause in my brain
You're still here next to me
I ask my heart to beat
I go from cold to heat
I still can't sleep I try to keep
the memory of you deep inside my heart

I don't know if I've been bad
You were all I ever had
Hard to breathe and scared to die
What You've said was only lie

I'm swallowing my tears
Afraid of all these years
Are passed in vain cause in my brain
You're still here next to me
I ask my heart to beat
I go from cold to heat
I still can't sleep I try to keep
the memory of you deep inside my heart