Don't you want people to love you?
My spanking, that's the only thing i want so much. Why is that better than being hugged? Because you get closer to the person. Just like a person having sex feels cared for. We wanna be loved, so we have sex together. And they feel loved about that. And this is the way it makes me feel... loved. I want it, i dream about it, i think about it, i want it. Just like a girl wants sex with a boy, you know? It's the way i'll always be probably...
My last one was born in the system. See, they're stupid, very stupid, those people over there they're stupid. These people are so below mentality, honest to god, really. You know what i mean, he got the nerve to bug me. Everything seems so eight ball.
And i, i don't know if that's my imagination, but, umm... hey foxymophandlemama, that's me. Think they got me. It's a lovely stupid mop, it is. There's something really screwey about no streaking. Is it any old dumb mop? It streaks. Come on mop, no streaking mop. I don't mind mop the floor, my mop streaks, i don't like it; it's not me, it's the mop. I bought some new mops. Go away you stupid, dumb old sponge mop. I don't believe it, now the floor looks beautiful. You're right, this mop's stupid. Dumb old sponge mop.
In two weeks, before she could see herself not dressed the twenty-third of may you know she disturbed no one today. The manager told her to completely forget.
If you ever go to bed, i'll kill you. Do i tell the whole world that i'm mentally ill? I want to show them that i can walk on my own without hands of theirs and, i can still fantasize, but i keep it to myself... keep it to myself...keep it to myself.
I think i deserve to be loved, don't you? Very much so, but i keep it to myself. And, i can still fantasize, but i keep it to myself. Do you ever think that you would actually, really kill yourself? Well, if i have thought about it real, uhh, real deep; yes, i believe i would.
My sick imagination works.