В колонках играет - Last Request -Paulo Nutini
There is so much staff happening and I just can't, I guess I'm learning to live.
There are so things that make me smile everytime I think of them and then they feel sureal.Feels like it never happened to me.it doesnt make me sad anymore...it makes me smile because I dont think people change.
I know its wrong to say maybe, they do but I don't.There are certain things which I will never say to anyone, but I know there is one person I can say anything to and I will not be judged.
Its like she is my rock.I remember there was a time in the library when some girl was trying to tell me that we are nothing without our friendships and relationships, are among the greatest rewards in life.I didnt believe her then, but its true.I can say anything, get pi*sed out of my head, do anything and I know that the stability in our relationship will be there..always.Maybe not after Harvey Street lol, but she is coming with me there.
There are so many things that she taught me, so many things that she has done over time and I know this is not her limit.
Everytime I try to bullshit myself she laughs and says Kris,relax we both know its not true.She is protective.I think, she is the only person in the whole world which would agree to call some guy on the other side of the world when she knows that her phone bill is way over $1000..

I guess....I dont know.Im just tired.You know when you stretch a ruler so much...at one point its gonna break,sanp whatever I know, I will, but I also know who is going to be there for me.

one last time lets go there..

Life is strange.I'm a walking/talking contradiction, but when an idea comes in to my head, I know it won't go away and the thing is, at least I can accept the truth now and somehow it doesnt hurt that much.