Sometimes I wish to die. Really. My life brakes me down everyday. Walks, trains, pepoples, buses, pictures, music, band - that's all one big pice of shit. It is nothing. So does it mean, that, my life is nothing? Maybe. I even don't know, what should I do next... Where should I put my feet to make the next step and not to fall down? Life looks like a big mistake now. My colledge, friends, close friends... even I can't help my self. Sometimes I want to shout loud. Or maybe just to cry. I am braking now. On your eyes. Everything brakes sometimes.

The person who want - that will translate and read this post.*
* Человек, который действительно хочет прочесть - переведет и прочтет.