Today I spent a whole day in Washington DC.

We left the house at 8.30 in the morning. I've been to the whole bunch of museums, monuments, parks, had ice-cream and cookies, sushi for lunch and lot's of fun.

Plus on the way there I was reading a really cook book that's famous here "Looking for Alaska".

This week is a very busy week though I don't have school anymore we go to all kinds of different places, parks, battelfields, historical places, houses... tomorrow we're going to caverns. I hope it'll be fun.

On Saturday I'm going to the beach!!!!!! FINALLY!!!! OMG! I hope the weather will be fine!!!

Yeah and on Sunday I wanna go bowling with all of my friends.

And the 23 I'm going to a rock concert. I got the tickets a while ago. There is gonna be me and my amaaazing BFriend, Trevor and many of my friends. )))
Looking forward. Going down the Happy Street...!

Today was an amazing day. Totally. I'm gonna remember it forever.

First of all, today was my last day of school. All the goodbyes have been said... all the pictures taken, all the friends made.
All the good times.

I feel like i've done everything and i got everything i wanted from school here. Not just grades, it wasn't the most important thing.

Sadly got in my bus. Last bus ride (i didn't have that many of them...)

ok... moving on

Today is 8 months anniversary with M.
After school he call and said that he arranged everything and that he has plans.
So first we went to this cool place where they sell frosen drinks. Brain Freezes... =) I was SMART ENOUGH to get a green one. MAN! My tongue and my teeth were greennnnn!!!!
M got red so nothing really happened to him.
Then we went out to eat.
We were just so hyper.. very hyper and happy, I was laughing a lot and our little jokes were so funny!!! My cheeks hurt!!!!!
After he took me to the movies, our special retual... eating gummy warms. Yammi!
Watched KongFu Panda!
Such a cute movie.
I feel so overwelmed witht his day so i'm not even sure if i speeled it right. But it's ok =)
I'm so happy I wanna hug the world.

I love being happy.

PS: I gave him the card and wrote on all of the blanc space in it.

HAPPILY IN LOVE.

Sweet dreams!

Interesting evening.
Well, I think it was a pretty special evening for graduating students.
I saw and talk to a lot of people that I know, some of my kinda close friends.

PS: During the evening there was a moment when everyone was crying... very touchy-feely.
Even my host dad. It was hard to watch them cry. Ashlyn wasn't crying.
I felt like I as about to cry but I was stronger then that.
Plus it wouldn't be ery appropriate I thought...

For minutes it felt like i don't belong. But it's true. I should never forget about it. But sometimes I just wanna believe that I do belong so this way it's easier for me to me happy. That's howI roll! ^^


...... I .... I wonder sometimes it anyone is gonna cry when I leave.
We'll see. I know I will. Hm, I might.
Ok ok! I surely will, if i have any tears left. ^^

yeah, I feel like i stopped writing here every day. Oh, well..
Now I'm going to the senior dinner ... me, Ashlyn, host Mom and Dad.
I feel like it's gonna be boring.
So I'm gonna take my book with me and hide it in my purse.=)
Tomorrow is M and M's ... 8 months))))
who knew it would last that long.

I hate when people talk to me about M and me.


Today
Ashlyn: What are you and M..... are gonna do when you leave?
Me: What do you mean? (Of course I knew what she meant)
Ashlyn: Are you gonna break up or stay together?
Me.... (Oh, how much I wanted to shut her up and say YEAH< WE'R STAYING TOGETHER!)


Later today
My host Dad:
You should start thinking about the separation with M.....!
Me...bla bla bla ... I know.
Him: I told you the same thing 8 months ago
Me: I remember, you were sitting right there...(poining to the chair)

Making plans like crazy.
Trying to get the best from each day.
This is not really working - Hey! I'm going to stupid dinner!!!

LOVE YOU!GEEE, can't wait to see my friends.
It's just so unreal.
YET!

I told Trevor that I might go to Virginia Beach with M and his family.
He said: "They (his parents) are letting you go? What the f**k?! They don't let me go anywhere!"
Me (confused): oh, saaad...(!?)

life is life.
and some things just don't make sense

The school for me is going to be over next Tuesday because I don't have to write and final exams. I'm happy about it.
I had 5 classes this semester and 3 of them I'm examed with an a. I don't really think I worked that hard. The 1st semester was so much harder for me...
So today I tured in all the exemption forms signed by my hostmom.
The school is gonna be over soon, this Friday I'm going out to eat to the team dinner in the Central Park. It is kinda away but I think I'll have a ride there so it wouldn't be a problem to anyone... My whole tennis team is gonna come, i miss them a lot coz since tennis season has ended I haven't seen them all together...
Everyone is sighing yearbooks, I got a lot of nice things written there for me *smiling*.

HELLO TO NEW PEOPLE!

Yesterday I had here crazy thunderstorms! It was pretty crazy with constant lightnings and stuff... So the everyone had to hide downstairs in the basement.
I was freaking out, but not too much. The dog was though.
The light was going off a lot, and on TV they had constant warnings about the tornadoes, saying that we should immediately hide.

Hello from the surviver!

I love summer
it's the best part of the year, but it flies by so fast. every single year of my life.
It has already started but my school is not over yet.
I'm gonna be out of school the 14 of June.
Going to NYCity on the 30)))

excited.

and scared.

happy and sad.

falling into peices...

I've just came home from Spring Chorus Concert.
Broadway songs, bright dresses, masks, ,lots of people, friends...
It was alright, when we mess up people had no idea we did so who cares..
I don't even want to think about it right now.
My host family came everyone of them.. But I think they came coz they felt like they had to.
Ashlyn came because as she said "I promised Christine that I come" when I asked her to come twice.
Exactly, who cares...
M came, though he had track "districs" and he made it back on time to see me.
I'm glad to see somebody who cares. Really. Something real, honest, truethful.
The only thing that makes me happy tonight.
45 days suddenly appeared in the profile of my diary.
45... a month and a little bit.

I downloaded one song yesterday and it made me sad for 2 days. Man, this is such a sad song..
Confused with all of my feelings again, trying to figure myself out.

Yesterday I really imagined my parents and Liza (my sister) in Moscow last summer, our last days together... I never remembered them well, I was thinking more about other events.
But in my imagination they were so real.. so real!
And I could assume we're gonna meet each other again this July. In Moscow.
Feels weird to think about it.
I haven't thought of it much before all surrounded by 1 000 000 things to do.
I have a box infront of me to start packing with winter stuff and my boots.

Tomorrow we're hitting the point where we just can't refuse to accept the fact that the corus concert is today.
I'm nervous.
Yesterday we had a dress rehersal for 2,2 hong hours.
Theme: maskarade.
This lovely picture was taken yesterday.
Meaghan gave me the dress that I was wearing for my birthday and now I finally got a chance to wear it!
Oh no! tomorrow is comming...