I've become addicted.During this school year i haven't stopped bing like this.If i don't see this person i stop to enjoy what i'm surrounded with.and i dot'n know whether there will be reaction as an answer to me.i don't cry as usual in such cases but i know i depend on this absolutly ordinary person attractive in unseen way to me.I just want to listen?to talk? to see-now t is enough.And i want to refer to mysel as I but not i.