В колонках играет - A Perfect Circle - Imagine
Настроение сейчас - just wondering

i don't want to fight this world anymore. but it still keeps fighting me. and since i ain't no fucking christian to let them slap my another cheek, i go on with my everyday struggle for another day... and for another... and for another. i can't stop, cause i still want to feel a little more alive than dead. so i have no choice - and i just keep going on.
...the worst thing about it all is the fact that i don't know which of us - the world or me - started this confrontation. is there something wrong about this planet - or about myself? and why on earth should the world push me away even when i try to conform? what so terribly wrong have i done in my mother's womb, that it rejects me from the very first day of my conscious life?..
...the world is silent.