10. In search of justice is. |
. 10. In search of justice is.
"You cannot serve God and Mammon." (Mat. 6/24)
I was 14 years old; summer, vacation, I slept till 10th morning. Once, when awakening, there was a contact Light. Condition of boundless pleasure, flew on tear cheeks. In some days it repeated. In the tenth class I remembered it; what was it? Once, in a year after leaving school, I sat with the schoolmate on a bench, in the territory of Orthodox Church and unexpectedly for me he told me: "......". For offense a lump in a throat, I broke into tears and too at parting told: "...». Told of what never I thought. "Evil ghost" enclosed these words in our lips. And everything came true. He fell ill hard, was long treated and for reception of a large number of drugs, in marriage he gave birth to the unhealthy child. I didn't know, as I am sick, the bolt from the blue burst in twenty years. When I fell ill, all the time someone pushed me to suicide - to jump out from the third floor, but at it turned out nothing. I love life. Now know that suicides get on the bottom astral plan to maintaining dark where they are deprived by identity, i.e. three highest principles — spirit, and they there suffer centuries in submission of a devil. I was treated some years and was already healthy. But the evil ghost didn't leave me, he thought up other evil which on me was inflicted by the person with a surname occurring from dirt. "Dragon" set up him because of me. The main goal is me to suppress.
When I went to bed heard "Voice", which told: "It will cover with dirt a light surname of your husband", also I repeated three times. I usually long digest everything in thoughts, and this time everything was erased from memory, and I fell asleep. In the morning, when awakening, again this "Voice" insisted, warned, rescued and repeated three times the same words. But again someone erased them from memory. In the evening, for the third time "Voice" repeated three times the same words. Voice" stopped, but the hidden Patron never left me. My Patron! My Patron!
"Evil ghost" forced people to whom I adjoined, to do offenses concerning me, unconsciously, and then them punished — executed. In total in order that to subordinate me to it. I was surprised. One burned down together with giving, another lost memory and sight — was hung up in garage, the third died in road accident, one more died from cancer, another got to accident. At first "Angry" reported that they to me made, and then as it punished them. Into one woman I entered in the demon, he shook her 13 years — and all in order that she carried about me hearings. Then the demon left and it pulled out — she died.
"The dragon hissing" pushed me to suicide. Once I prepared an edge and a basin to open a vein, but again my Patron rescued me. Anything at "dragon" it didn't turn out. All the time one attacked, and other wall stood up for me. And all these years I supported by my Patron, kept balance, rest and looked at all this as on cinema.
Didn’t know who destroyed me and who protected. Somehow I in kitchen made a dinner and suddenly threw all and turned on the TV. Bovin spoke, praised "Torah" - Moses’ Pentateuch. I said that it is cleverer than this book isn't present. I right there as the zombie, put on and went to a synagogue and got stuck there for three years, but, eventually, left — it not mine. Later I thought: "Probably, Jehovah sent me there. On TV there was a movie "Great Inquisitor". Jehovah brought me to the TV screen, and the Catholic priest, looking at the Christ, shouted: "I accept a devil". I thought, and here a devil and Jehovah? Having read the Bible, it was convinced that the Old Testament — a Judaism, word for word. Only in the Bible in head "Jesus Navin" magnificent figures of the destroyed people when Jews "cleared away to themselves a place" are thrown out, appropriating property of the killed under the leadership of Jehovah.
I started reading other books, by then I remained one. My husband died. On his foot the devil made blood clot which soon came off and floated on a pulmonary artery to heart; ten months the breast from pain was broken off. Constantly I spoke to the husband: "You will die". And husband to get ready; I bought shoes, candles, and all repeated: "I will die". All this Jehovah did to leave me one, - to finish me finally, or to subordinate to itself.
In a year, after death of the husband, again I was taken in hand by Jehovah, again hypnosis. I reduced with the woman who told me about Konovalov S. S. books "The book which treats". The author of the book himself doesn't know who operates him and that energy represents. (Already knows, I explained to him.)
On covers of books of Konovalov S. S. of a prayer; one of them begins so: "Make me by the tool of your world... ", i.e. make me the demon, accept in the rack and operate me in the evil and artful affairs, - and in the book 5 the statement against the Christ. The doctor K. can get out of a bog, having addressed to powers of Light. It was given chance.
I read books, I passed year. Visions began of the astral plan where, there live the dead. Jehovah spoke about people, about their intimate, sometimes my lips: once all of a sudden I told surnames of customers of one murder, then I predicted death of one person — everything came true in a week. I asked: who are you? If you from powers of Light, I with you speak, and if from darkness — get out". God, so someone can't such tell another. Who?
This day (after I sent it) it showed vision: the astral plan, at home, a portrait of the mannish woman of the black with long hair on a hair parting in a scarlet tunic, and signs: green triangle, yellow square and pentacle the red. It was Jehovah, and the image which he showed me - it "a scenic image". But I didn't know, and thought: "It is necessary to look for a portrait of the Christ". And right there gathered and I went to other city to relatives. As me I confused "angry", I didn't want exposure, hoped that I eternally will be in a condition of ignorance. The nephew gave me the book where there was a description of appearance of the Christ according to Pontius Pilate: blue eyes, straight short nose, chubby lips, wide forehead, and fair hair on a hair parting long, curled on the ends. There is such portrait at N.K. Rerich.
It was convinced — in red there was Jehovah — a devil. Before it showed a yard where there was a wedding and told that you will die and you will be embodied at these parents and called a surname. Jehovah of religion fools that we live once, and to me offered transformation. The third time it declined me to death. I keep mind, what from me it is necessary for it? I shouted: "I don't want! » Also I went to bed with such weight in heart. Woke up in the morning, it was so easy on soul; I have a protection!
Books Konovalov S. S. I decided to throw out, but Jehovah told: "Give somebody". To resist to its hypnosis it is useless — will paralyze. On the third time I told: "Take out". When I left an entrance, the victim already stood near a garbage tank. I wanted to throw books into a tank, but the man took away them. In one and a half years this man went mad, two times till some months lay in a psychiatric clinic and died. You hear, Konovalov S. S. Jehovah started me tormenting. At first it deprives of a dream, and then sight. When I started writing about it articles, it said in low tones: "I deprive of sight twice".
I sent on me every night the demons that didn't allow me to sleep. I beat off as could, a mixer, light didn't switch off. Then I got used to sleep in the afternoon, and at night to be awake. I started destroying astral light sight later.
I went in Orthodox Church, I asked priests — anybody knows nothing, and only one elderly priest (God grant health) told him: "With you the Satan speaks". I inflated astral light eye pressure and I destroyed fields of vision. Then I sent quickly growing dairy cataract. The devil two times about a door hit me, (the left hemisphere of the head – lunar), five times on the street hit me into the left eye an elbow, a fist, a shoulder, - the devil directed all. Seven times I knocked on the street down energy. Infections, insects various this pettiness me I tempered, I can safely go against it. Before operation of pincers dust-like I brought in an eye.
Jehovah in an ear placed to me a green pregnant caterpillar. It was delivered, got from an ear of one hundred tiny caterpillars green, round, in the diameter of one millimeter. As they to me started stinging the head. I don't know how I guessed to pour over the head vinegar apple and to put on a rubber hat. Under a cap they burst, cracked and all were lost. Then I washed away the head hot water with laundry soap.
Days ten I didn't sleep, I didn't know that in an ear moves. There were holidays, went to the ENT specialist, the doctor pulled out the green shaggy caterpillar saturated with blood from an ear. Before I poured vinegar, peroxide into an ear, but it didn't leave.
I came home, in an ear all the time something again moves. Week I went on hospitals, to me again all washed out. The doctor told: "You have a mental disease". I thought that it is Jehovah wants me to define in a psychiatric clinic, he left me at once. All this the tenth part of that happen to me. And always my Patron was near me. What only insects Jehovah didn't send me both inside, and outside. And milk from a sick cow I palmed off.
I all time thought: "That it to me became attached, that him from me it is necessary?” I lowered me below a plinth, I smeared on a wall. However, the mouth didn't fill in with lead and tin. After all crimes I hissed on an ear, enticing: "It was necessary to attract financially you". Also it is "god"? Low-standard pettiness! Permissiveness and not punish ability of Jehovah has to have a limit!
Once, after its next persecution, I raised hands up and addressed to Powers of Light to direct me on the Truth way. I bought E.P.Blavatsky books and plunged into reading as - as if, I waited for it. I read all day long. Now I know, my Patron heard me; he waited when I will ask it for the help. Luminous intensity respects a freedom of choice of the person and never applies violence.
I wrote the first article quickly, and the next day the crafty forced to tear it on small slices. This dragon influenced me hypnosis. It was necessary to sit down right there, and to write new article, already more reduced. Jehovah executed Konovalov S. S. where considered a duty for the letter to explain with whom he speaks — with a devil. When wrote articles, demons came, knocked, sent me on an incipit energy - the head cracked from pain. I expelled them essential oil. Sufferings we spiritually grow!
After my address to Supreme, demons left me. My prayers, probably, didn't reach the Supreme Deity, but Jehovah heard them and left me alone. Means, and on a devil there is a justice! Devil – a position, a planetary Satan. In 2012 - 70 years, for this term Jehovah was late on our planet. Let's ask to move away the Absolute Jehovah devil from a planet; its time expired, let leave to Saturn, there the sizes it is more - to demons will be free.
Within one year I read E.P.Blavatsky 11 books. I read for five-six hours in day. In a year I bought E.I.Rerich books. "Agni Yoga"!! When read, tears flew like water. In May started reading, and on August 24, 2008 saw for the first time Eye All sky was in color dabs. The next day I asked the knowing person, she was surprised and told that it is Great Lord Shambhala Maitreya, M: - Michael the Archangel. It also is my Patron. My God, as long I waited for you. As long!
Then there were asterisks, and every day the sky with white flashes and stars: silver, lilac, blue, bright — bright. In some months appeared gold, then two, purple, - then two, emerald — then two, now every day multi-colored. My Patron always with me! There were visions. Before reading something, at first will show vision that it was better remembered.
During reading books of E.P.Blavatsky, "Etc." and E.I.Rerich, "Agni Yoga", was the help not only with a reading course, but also comments to the spiritual books read long ago. It was authors of books, my favorite authors!
I "saw" my previous 10 embodiments. Many lives back I knew this Doctrine. I in a bedroom had many portraits. And from all to whom I approached, to me there was energy. I approached to E.I.Rerich portrait and I thought: "To me, apparently, that I knew this Doctrine earlier". Energy went a stream, the truth means. In four years I read these books several times. Also I drew conclusions. That I have the most expensive — this is the Great Lord of M.: - Michael the Archangel and his books. From books such rest and balance. The whole years last, in vain lived though they too gave me knowledge and pushed to Light.
I so wanted to go to Tibet, to look at mountains, to stand on that Earth, to take a breath that. But it didn't turn out. In "Agni - the Yogi" is told: "Travel, maybe, you learn those places where you were embodied" earlier.
On the anniversary bought the permit to Egypt. Jehovah sent me a dream that the car will bring down me. The fellow traveler with the son got to me; we lodged in the next numbers, by excursion went together and for dinners too went together. I was on the ancient Homeland. People good, valid, children very beautiful is. I visited Luxor, burials. In Cairo mummies I looked in a museum, pyramids, in Alexandria - library and monuments. I lived several millennia ago in these cities.
At the airport the cargo four wheels ran over me — the dream came true. The four wheels pushed me, I bent, and I lifted up. It is strange that I didn't scatter on part, and swept head over heels and didn't hurt. That, what I called to the guide a real name of a Satan — Jehovah. (Jehovah - the Satan, a devil, Saturnil, Yahweh, Вgve, Jahve, and the Prince of this World, the Owner of land, the Mormon, and a mammon is one much-name essence).
Thanks, my Lord, Favorite, Only for me, my Father Heavenly, the Friend devoted and true, the Defender from powers of darkness, the Defender and the Guarantor before the Highest and the Savior! Only now I understand, what sense bears the word "Savior".
Bathe in the Red deep, blue and pure, and all repeated: "My God, preserve me in an integrity and safety to the house". And asterisks of indigo color from eyes took off for water and flied to the bottom of the sea. Also I kept! The ambassador is in Sharma el- Sheik, which has been filled in with sunlight. And the Sun it also is my God. "Yes there will be Will Your, the Lord, is eternal in all three worlds"!"
Once, going to bed, I thought: "I want to burn also darkness, as E.I.Rerich". The next day the devil energy brought down me; the ambulance took away; imposed plaster, told that for 3 weeks. I left home, removed plaster, and in three days everything passed — energy from the Lord of M.:!
I wrote the first article Sh. Michael for transfer to a synagogue of Moscow. For the fifth day demons flew, tormented me under hypnosis. The next day I sent article to sites of magazines and advertising. In the evening "the black raven" in black clothes to the floor and a cape on the head closing the person flew. I stood at a portrait of the Lord of M.: also I asked of him to banish. The demon in black clothes left at once. As they tormented me! Horror! I forgot to hold communication with the Lord and to put a cup of hot water and to drop essential oil of a eucalyptus. They choke and take off.
I am indignant in the morning, well why it happens to me. Also hear "Voice"... which all explained to me. Everything is forgotten, there is only a pleasure — boundless! Why to me from all portraits energy goes? I received the answer... and so reason, prosecutions me Jehovah.
It is necessary to worship and pray to the Great Lord of the Shambhala Maitreya — M.: - To Michael the Archangel, our Father Heavenly. Get a portrait and you speak with It mentally, and reaction will follow. It is necessary to read books and to observe all. To accept everything heart! Consciousness! Accept the New Doctrine.
"The Supreme Divine Essence is the Absolute! Move away, please, from a planet Jehovah. Its time expired. Relieve us of its presence and permissiveness. He is a provoker on a sin, beget of all villainies. Its time expired" (7 times to repeat).
"Ignorance — is root of all evil" - Gautama Budda.
"Fly thought in vast areas of space and spirit".
Spiritually- biographical essay is.
It turns out all my suffering associated with one of my past incarnations. Three thousand two hundred and fifty years ago lived in Luxor (Egypt) about ……….. Essence; after this incarnation started stalking me, Jehovah. A bit later I will give three example embodiments, directly related to Christianity. But before that I want to talk about visions of my avatars in Luxor (Egypt). More precisely, it was the '' movie '' rented space on every person in all incarnations, and then after physical death, shows the God's Court. And called it: '' everything is secret becomes obvious. '' The movie, filmed in color, very high quality, film with perfect sharpness, or visibility.
The first frame or vision; I am already at the age of about forty years, well dressed and neat and tidy, but face sad. And I thought: ' May I be miserable? ''.
The second frame; great room, the wall stands a sofa on which sits my husband (the only in happy dreams can imagined), and I move around the room and look directly into the lens all radiant, joyful white-skins blonde with a mop of thick hair, with white-teeth smile and in a beautiful dress. Blonde is in Egypt? It seems European. After each frame I mentally asked: '' Were I have children? ''.
* The third frame; the same picture, only the hands are visible and keep breastfeeding child hat, petticoats and pants (information came that this girl). At first, the baby looked down and then lifted up her eyes, and straight into the lens has the look. Such a beautiful large eyed.
* The fourth frame; break in time of about seven years. Sit the same faces side by side, only the girl is eight years and she just behind parents, but in the middle. Appearance-the exact copy of the Father, the beauty is.
* The fifth frame; we sit together; he and I. took him by the arm and rested her head on his shoulder. I have smooth, hair style older, like in the first frame. It was shown on the frame of the day.
Now is about three incarnations.
More than two thousand years ago I lived in Nazareth (Israel). Jehovah smote me seven demons; delivered me from this scourge, of the highest spirit; big thanks and bow to Him, not only for getting rid, of the pain, but also for the knowledge gained in that incarnation.
In 250 y. n. e. Jehovah defined me in prison in Caesarea (Palestine), where I had my period next to his great Teacher, which is the same insidious character was thrown in detention for seven years. In this incarnation, I was a man.
At the end of the third century back in Alexandria (Egypt). While in force it was paganism, belief in idols, Jehovah-rules by the Devil with his army of demons. My Mother and I secretly adopted Christianity. Jehovah sent to me by the Gentiles and their hands me killed. Painfully strained thoughts, and for that he has me? What I did is that I destroy several millennia? And in this life no rest from the Jehovah's witnesses recently purchased a computer, the most advanced model of the "hp". He continues to do trouble: prevents the print, on video reduces sound; blocking my site sometimes resets the legend – start, Internet, "Winamp", and so on; but today not given work. This morning I woke up and see (vision), my computer, and on the Internet. So, my about me bothering, thanks. Came up included-order the millennium comes after my incarnation in Luxor (Egypt), and Jehovah to me does not live.
Supreme Divine essence of ABSOLUT, is it possible that such a nonentity as Jehovah has worked in your administration? In 1942 the Devil's time came to an end, and he continues to cling to in any way for the extension of his term.
The article is saved in the folder. And in that time has come. The answer to my original question.... For what? "Incarnate, I served as «bait «to Jehovah; he swallowed me, bedeviled, aggravating your karma.
Once she heard the demonic voice: "religion for fools". Yes, indeed he is right; in the distorted form in which it presented the owner of land for fools-changed it to please. The worship of icons, which depicted the dead men and not God, is demonisms. He made his sticky hands everywhere. 01.10.11. * Traveling to those places where I once translated, it seemed to me that I remembered my past life. Only the love and adoration of the Lord carried her through the Millennium-the Sun God Ra (the Archangel Michael, Maitreya).
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