1.06.09 (2nd Exam Passed)

Dashboard Confessional is playing.

Today I’ve passed the 2nd exam. It was Science of Law.

Fucking thousand times I want to scream – HELL!!!!!!!!!!
Heart is bleeding.

Senso Leen is writing messages to me. It’s amazing. I feel myself happy, when a short text arrives. She said that she will arrive after 2 weeks, probably.

Today was a day of embarrassment and disgrace. Because f my haircut. Almost everyone in university was asked something about: “Shit, dude where your hairs is?” and “You’ve made a haircut?” and “It’s better then it was!” Rah!!! Fuck ya!!!
I feel myself like a skinny bag of shit! I’ve lost something mine with my long emo haircut.

Today I’ve saw Julia with her (LAUGHT ->) perhaps 21-23 years old boyfriend. Holy mother of God it was extremely funny! But I was more funny, cause of my haircut… Rah…

My room… A lot of memorable posters on the walls, stickers… My paintings… Magazines cuts… Everything means something… Fuck… I need to stop… MY DAMN SENTIMENTAL!!!

Tired and bored…

This life doesn’t love me.

Goodnight diary.
I pray my dreams come true.
I pray, I pray, I pray

Do I really deserve all of my real nightmares?