21.05.09 (Good Advice)

Lethargic day of great walk at the streets of long-ago happiness. Caboom…
Central Market, “Ocean Avenue”, High Coast, Taman’ Street, Lenin’s Alley, South Market and etc.
Don’t be upset only because you are sucks. Rah…

I’m listening YellowCard, watching “Good Advice” and thinking about John Foster. I will announce first volume soon. Release date will be in the middle of summer. I think at 20th of June… It could be better at 17th of August – the day of my virginity loss, but it’s too funny and time-consuming. Heh…

What am I fighting for? There must be something more for all these words I see. Does u feel anything?
Never gave up on this. Never gave up on this. Will never give up.
Sad that I’m fine, but this is the vast loll.

Wanna tea…

Don’t want to haircut my long emo hairs. Maybe I will make another cool “skull”, maybe not… It’s interesting to see what I’ll choose.

Oh, today I’ve met up with Gretchen Nuts. It was near the Central Market. Heh… Haven’t seen her nearby a half of a year. We need to meet up again sometime. Definitely. I’ve got many good people who likes me and I’m always acting like shit, when they wants me to meet with them.

Going to make a tea… Water boiling machine is already going to blow. Heh…

When I looked up at the milk, I thought – “Why do boys needs girls and reversely?” We all are fucking traitors, disappointment peoples… Rah…
Why do Evan need girl of his dreams? Holy crap, this is the question for billion dollars and symbols in my diary. To be inspired to live! To create happy things of mine imagination! To play drums better and harder! To be good and friendly with buddies! To have a family, yeah! To dream about our children names and activities! To be in great mood cause of romance – that’s what I can and should say at all.
I don’t know why and how blissful love effects so well on people who wants and can be in love with someone. I’m talking about true adult love, feelings admired by both people… I’m talking about movie love. About my love. About what I held in my hands more then seven mouths… And keep on carry through the life alone… Rah… Rah… Rah…

I’m looks like girl with mom’s hair-pin. Hah! That’s very comfortable, relaxed. My face needs to be cleaned.

Going to write J.F. Tonight I must get Hifford McCool out from the house of psychopathic Rodney Stone. It must be hard for Hiff and breathtaking for reader.

Wanna watch porn… Rah… Heh… Hah!

Goodnight diary.
I pray my dreams come true.
I pray, I pray, I pray

1.24 am.
Watching very nice movie with favorite Evan Rachel Wood. She is searching old treasures with her father. I like E.R.W. cartoons! She is gorgeous and very pretty! Not first year I’ve crazy cause of her! I want to be Marylyn Manson. He is the husband of Miss Wood. Aahh... She is a model, she is beauty, and she is young and very sexy! She is simple! She is awesome! And she was in a Marylyn’s video clip! They are fucks together some minutes before music. I haven’t seen it, it’s a shame! The greatest shame!!!
I must return to Hifford McCool and Rodney Stone…