Running through a lot of days insane,
Finding a better way.
I left a lot of friends far away,
I told i couldn't stay.
I told they're just dust in front of my eyes,
I thought they lied,
They showed me the fucking door to get the fuck out,
And to shut up.

And all this fucking hate in my veins,
It wanted just to play.
It wanted just to go another way.
And all this fucking hate in my veins,
It wanted just to play.
It wanted just to go another way.

They got too close, but got too fast,
I've never wanted to believe this friendship could be last.
Whatever i haven't been to them, whatever i haven't done,
They are all gone, and i enjoy the motherfucker i've become.
All real things in real life, just make me take a real knife,
And hurt the real friendly heart and make it really bleed through times.
This roses and vine, this cruel divine, i thought they lied,
And told them they are just fucking dust in front of my eyes.

And all this fucking hate in my veins,
It wanted just to play.
It wanted just to go another way.
And all this fucking hate in my veins,
It wanted just to play.
It wanted just to go another way.

Dying roads, i've walked them all
To know i was fool.
And after all, i came to the hole,
And looked around, i saw my friends, they looked at me.
And after this i can't resist, just forgive me, i need you all.